2026.04.28
On Patience & Garbage Collection
Waiting on a long-running query taught me what Augustine meant by restless hearts.
1 min
Engineer in Austin. This is a logbook of what I'm building, what I'm reading, and the faith that keeps me at the desk. Filed by kind and lens — pick a thread, or read it all together.
Waiting on a long-running query taught me what Augustine meant by restless hearts.
Forty-eight hours, two hundred lines, a renewed affection for parentheses.
Fixed hours, fixed prayers, fixed pages. A liturgy of interruption.
Cost and grace, between gates B14 and B22.
What I learned about flame graphs and humility, in that order.
For the cursor, the inbox, and the day ahead.